generous to a fault?

this is probably not the first time the questions, thought, cliche, parable, concept, whatever has come to mind or flowed into words, in fact, it may be a parody to even begin to explore it, but how now brown cow and jig rig the pig's wig, for whatever that might mean in elf... and so it is xmas?...

yeah, so i'm not giving it all away, as a once popular song suggested, but once again i am taking the fundages i might spend on me and giving it to those who have less at this end of year solstice thing... precious is going to ohio, driving herself (which is a scary thought, but she's a big girl now, right?)... she's supposed to be paying me back in january... and minnie is gonna get her holiday spending spree for herself and family too (which is where i'm going in a few instead of falling over and sleeping early tonight)... so in the end, it's no sacrifice at all... what what would have bought me a nice new laptop shall become gifts for my adopted kids again... and i might as well face it, as long as i am alone in this world, this feels better than spending it on me...

and it's all about me, right? (what?... you expected this to make sense?)...

meanwhile, work was interrupted for the third (or was it fourth) day in a row of investigations cuz the kids seem to be on a spree of accusations and while none had any foundation, the process is still the same time consuming one as it would be if there was a serious case of abuse or neglect... it's just the outcome and follow up workload that would be different...

so in other words, none of the regular work got done and the clock tics closer to the deadlines and most of the reports and plans will be late for this year... and nobody will care unless we get caught, sadly enough, so welcome to corporate america where ever corner that can be cut is cut and some that should never be cut are cut and the rest are trimmed way down to the bone, marrow, even, all in the name of profit margin...

meanwhile, home again, home again, ding-a-ling ding... pepperoni pizza and gourmet cookie dough and cherry coke (with cherry ice for ice) for dinner... hot dam i know how to party, aye?...

make your night fun too :)