pushing the envelope

and i am in it, nyuk, nyuk, splat... ah, these i am, here, even, all these hours after the previous entry, still awake, still, blurry and foggy and sniffly and all that, but now wired and bouncing around inside... playful interaction (and relating, actual relating, i think)...

yes, a good night of games and fun, stimulation and play, and language, people actual spoke with vocabulary words i have not heard in years... but themost exciting thing of all may be this little torn piece of paper that says call + tell me you're going for a run... now that isn't quite falling in love of magic moment material, but it is definitely something close to home (though a bit over thirty minutes away, actually, dang space and time always getting in the way)...

so six of us played, then five, then four and here i am, happy and feeling the connections with people growing another little bit slightly deeper once again... still so sensitive after all these years, yay :)

three hours sleep?... still crazy too... crash tomorrow night, please :}

hello out there... love life and you and it'll love you back... it's true, even if you don't believe it, even if you don't see it happening directly... meanwhile, the envelope is alright :)