and then the plan changed again

so i was thinking that i would come home when the party ended, which was to be around 10pm, and do some laundry and get to bed and sleep so i could let the body do some cold germ fighting so i would be refreshed for tomorrow which starts with softball at 8:30am and concludes with a party of sorts starting at 7pm about 45 minutes away so even if it ended early i get to sleep later and start another work week tired and run down and so on and then...

a few people were gathering to talk after the party at a house on the other side of town and the people were interesting so i went and here i am just getting home and the nose is running so fast and creating such an irritating caugh that i decided to get some cough medicine pm for the first time in many years and hopefully it'll put me to sleep real soon so i can get four or so hours of sleep before i wake to shower and head to softball...

laundry?... i may be buying more new clothes and such tomorrow as there just won't be time... insane?... seriously... and hopefully i will keep nothing on the calendar monday and tuesday so i can come home and sleep deep and long, even if that means taking the drugs i usually so naturally avoid... ignoring the body much longer will not be a wise decision... and yet, the social me wants more interaction and it is the season for social interaction... so maybe i should be asking which parts of me does not want it?...

sleep... nite nite... meep.