come the evening

what is up with people filling their whole mornings and afternoons with work work work for other people's goals and for other people's dreams, all the while pretending it is the right thing to do to put off their own goals and dreams for some time after decades of doing what others tell them to do all their mornings and afternoons...

come the evening, is there time for anything but rest?...

now that i am enthralled in this day time work life most days i find a way to tap into a deeper energy most evenings, hoping to find someone going my way, thinking and feeling as i think and feel, understanding and perhaps even seeing things from my perspective... and sharing the deeper walk, the more meaningful time, the more selfish activities that fulfill personal desires and dreams and goals...

but tonight, i shall rest... i hope to sleep the long double digit sleep... for as led zeppelin somehow blends into jackson browne (the phone rings... tic. tic. tic... back again... it was adam calling from the LIRR heading toward the islip airport to catch a flight back to orlando cuz school is out and he'll be in for a few days... good keeping in touch, adam)...

where was i?... ah yes, the music shifts and i'm sipping on my orange pineapple juice, feeling alright and of course, rambling on, heading toward running on empty, i kick back and wait for the sweet slumber to envelope me in the midst of tapping the keys... and you, i thank you for doing your think, for taking vcare of yourself, and for keeping in touch... do what feels right tonight, for that's the gift you deserve...

nite nite :)