usually i am wanting interaction, social or some other interaction (individual gaming often suffices), but tonight i am more wanting excitement... it is saturday night so there is a whole lot of excitement of a sort out there in the world, but the vast majority of it involves poisons and pretenses and macho posturing, ego trips, and competition and that is not the kind of excitement i enjoy... my exctement comes from chamicals other than testosterone and other stuff... i am into harmless pleasurable excitements that are not interested in control or power or domination or any sort of negative energies... fear of physical limits perhaps, but not fear of others sharing the excitement or any others, actually... shared positive excitement, that's the ticket... even productive excitement... creative excitement most of all...
i'm also hungry, but that's easier to satisfy...
narf :)
Saturday, March 21, 2015
wanting excitement
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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