a few dozen off

when counting entries and the goals we might set for numbers of entries, when overlooking the ridiculous meaninglessness of such counting of entries, when simply wishing for more entries for any reason, being noticed and/or cared for, perhaps, there is perhaps some arbitrary numbers we'd like to see, as if the numbers of entries might create the result that this and any other blog was created to create, whatever that is, we might be coming up a few dozen short, at least... to reach a thousand entries a year, for instance, we are nearly a hundred short of pace, but then, why would we want more than one entry a day?... sex?... hunger?... lust for life?... loneliness?... maybe there is a reason you have for yourself or something deep inside you don't even admit to yourself, but somehow blogging lets it out even if you don't recognize it and nobody ever notices... posterity might...

do you ever pretend that you simply can't help yourself as if you lose control and simply must do something as if you have lost your mind or something like that?...

narf :)