sure has gotten quiet around here

yes, comments have dried up to none for some time and page visits fluctuate wildly (probably largely influenced by spam bots and spiders and the like as just last month there were thousands of page views and the past week there were just a few, for whatever that means), but page visits (or followers) are not the primary reason i am here (which doesn't mean i don't appreciate any attention you give me way more than you probably can imagine)... I mean, i could imagine dating vanessa hudgens or even her sister because, after all, my every thought and activity is vital to your daily existence (isn't that what blogging and twitter and facebook is all about?... well, maybe)...

anyway, ego wonders where everybody went and the heart that longs to love and be loved wonders if the caring is ever real on the net... that's just the way it is without physical empirical proof for anyone with an open rational mind... even in the real physical world, i just see so much vacant space within human eyes... it is not the most satisfying or comfortable place to be, which is probably why most people choose to believe in illusions, delusions, or simply choose madness over reality... i rarely do... maybe that's why it gets so quiet around here...