ain't there nobody ever gonna notice me never again?

mixed double negatives, no doubt... but the question has validity as even the person i live with has no interest in acknowledging i exist except on the surface or when we get in each others way... she may say that's just her shyness and fear of intellectual intimacy, but then, the result is the same... so i put myself into words (along with whatever else sticks to my senses long enough to stimulate a brain cell for my than a moment) and these words remain lost in cyberspace, unfound, unnoticed, or simply ignored... it's a fool's game, and i don't mean a pitching fool, but then, perhaps that is exactly what i am (perhaps?) as i pitch word after word, thought after thought, plea for attention after plea (too desperate?), in entry after entry and blog after blog and time after time in life after live in universe after universe and the multiverses signal or sing out to the infiniverse, hey, where are you now? la la la...

do you remember me?... we used to be real close... called ourselves best friends... now on opposite coasts... do you ever think of me?... i wonder about you... how does a love so strong become so silent... is our love still true?... ah, so moody blue...

and i'm a rainbow...

well, as the time slowly becomes the next moment and the relative meaningfulness of this blog and whatever sharing may be slips slowly into yet another song reference, i hope for some interaction (cuz there's always hope) and i wish you peace...

and narf, always the narf :)