Saturday, March 28, 2015

saturday in the house

meanwhile, in the real time real world as reported in (e)thereal, come saturday morning i slept in for the first time in many weeks (in spite of waking around sunrise to urinate, which went well in case you wondered and are here for the tmi) and it is a wonderfully wondrous feeling to have on a saturday afternoon... and i am still in the social hermit mode outside of softball and work in part because i need the rest and in part because i am tired of the drama that people seem to thrive on (seriously, i mock myself for getting caught up in it here in the babbling in case you haven't noticed it, but with others that mocking of their drama is rude and can hurt feelings or even get me physically hit {as it has in the past} so i'd rather let it be cuz seriously, how can the ridiculous idea of momentary actions and human importance really be taken seriously in this transitory existence?... see what i mean?... if not, you miss the point which is the point)... i also have so little totally me time what with spending so much time working and playing ball and having a roommate and two animals at home that i treasure it when it comes so my saturdays are my me days and there is almost no social time on any of the other days... there are a few people i do miss, people who might have understood me and who shared my perspective on life, but here i sit alone and loving every minute of it except for that deep heart full of love part of me longing for the sharing that only the one can bring... still a wonderfully wonderful day...

and yeah, it would have been even more wonderful if you were here :)

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all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...


the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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