sleeping in

such a rarity for both of us and yet again, jackson did not as today is a work day for her as she gave up her monday through friday work week for this new job that pays more and consumes sundays which is not good for jackson as she likes sunday activities including church and softball and socializing but the job is better than any other she's had in her life for her (hopefully it says that way) and it pays more than any job she's ever had (even if that is not changing enough and enabling even more bad habits) and so, she did not get to sleep in this morning and i did, even though 10am was as far as i got which is only sort of sleeping in when looking at the big picture which i don't make time to look at much these days or for a while, even... it's even worse for jackson as she works another job fridays and saturdays so she has not had a day off except for one in several months and that makes some of the most important changes she needs to make even more challenging as she does not have time to focus on them which she spends all of her time running from work to work and squeezing in more other activities than she has time for (and spending more, rather than less, in the process)...

those of you who have followed along paying attention to the details of the life scattered throughout the babbling brevity that is this (e)thereal blog might understand the joy and frustration simultaneously seeping through the rambles this morning as the sugar hangover continues spinning the mind where it will go, oh (ding ding ding ding ding) and it really does not matter if i'm wrong or right after all, just that i record and release and process and digest and accept the imperfections and find peace in the real as i do in this way...

so what are you up to (or down for) today? :)