back to softball

kinda groggy from the poor sleep thanks to the dang pills i am accepting for the moment and just waking from an impromptu afternoon nap, whatever the blood pressure might be i am not feeling any better and quality of life is not good at the moment, which is what matters to me as much as longevity so me and the pills will not be continuing this relationship if this continues... alas, the body is not so much my friend in recent years and i don't abuse it much, i mean, on a comparison scale i'd say 98% of people in this country abuse their bodies more than i abuse this one i am in... we shall see once i drop to the medically approved ideal weight how we get along as long as the weight loss doesn't kill it or cause other damage (like it has in the past with kidney stones and muscle issues)... all that whining aside, iam about to head out to softball practice as softball season is back, finally... i have not taken a few weeks off from exercise so completely as i have in the past few weeks so i am definitely going to take it slow today, especially since it's day two of pills that might make me more vulnerable for accidents or organ failures...

such a positive perspective we share, ain't it?...

narf :}