life rules

well let's see... if we start with what is supposedly most important to humans in this world, that "commandment" thing (humans are so addicted to rules, probably because they are so addicted to fear and without trust there must be rules) so that is the core of the whatever security and happiness humans can attain (and you may have always sensed the security that allowed for a relative lack of rules in me even when the world did it's best to force me to conform to the fears and turn it all sour or upside down... when honesty and love rules over fear, few rules are needed... love comes first - truth walks hand in hand, but love speaks first (wish i could always actualize that, but that's the basic rule of me, my way)... it is the way to actualize honesty without harm... there is not much need for any other rules after that, but so many are so afraid that this simplicity is too scary so i do my best to compromise and understand... sometimes... the understanding came early in this life for me, but even before that conscious "rule" or "way to be" were instinctive rules... if only everyone understood this... only i know what i see, how i feel, what is right for me, and what is real in my mind - and my mind is all there really is and everything is illusion, a dream i dream alone... the same for you and everyone... what i share makes it more, sharing makes it reality... knowing this matters (click and trust)...

and when i am alone, i dare to share (and therein make it real) in words and music (with others from afar) - and maybe that hints at how important the mix tapes i make for myself are to me... that is the way to share, the way to reality when i am alone...

and that is a scratch of the surface of knowing :)