what i mean is, happiness is sleeping out here with me in the living room as i watch tv and wander the web and write some comments about the superbowl and nfl here and there and i am not sure why... he usually goes to sleep in jackson's room when she goes to bed, but the last two nights he's slept out here (i mean the last two nights he's been here... he slept at sanford's last night)... he wakes now and then and looks up at me... is he hungry?... is he sensing the end is near and wants to be near someone awake?... is he wanting to go outside again (he went out around midnight when we got home)... what is going on in his old head and body is anybody's guess, but this is strange behavior for him...
he's awake again now and just staring into space... am i reading too much into his behavior?... or am i sensing his discomfort, his nearing the end of his life, and his finding being near me comforting?... heck, he could simply be hungry, after all... or want fresh air... it's 50 degrees outside though... it could be jackson's room is just too cluttered for him at the moment as she has half empty boxes everywhere and he's more comfortable on his bed in the living room which is more settled... he was never a fan of cardboard boxes... anyway, he's loved anywhere he goes in this space and he knows it... and i am into his circadian rhythm again - didn't i learn anything yesterday?... lam, alas, i am what i am and that is me...
if you don't get it, read back a few entries or more... if you still don't get it, read back further and if you still don't get it, maybe i'll relate more clearly another time... for now it's time i got some water to drink cuz i am still foolishly too caffeinated and must start the detox all over again tomorrow...
but happiness is still here, and not just the dog :)
Monday, February 4, 2013
happiness here
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- slow down
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- ear infection
- olympus has fallen?
- number geeks
- here and there
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- from russia with curiosity
- slept through the day
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- who? what? (oh not again)
- what was that?
- was this the way it was before?
- the power of linkage (and then some)
- 10 things i hate about blue
- perhaps ridiculous
- suddenly, so many
- happiness wakes
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- the past week or so
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- what does serious mean to you?
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- do you watch the news?
- remembering what we missed
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- six days?
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- a day passes
- who matters?
- woke to no internet
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- long night
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
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the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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