i was sort of asleep

and somewhere in the back of my mind i got to wondering about all the statistics this blog shows me when i click on the link that leads to the statistics for this blog and i smile at the visits from around the world, especially from romania and not just cuz i once wished Nadia Comaneci would do a perfect ten on my lap, but hey, a young boy could dream back then without the far right police labeling the poor horny kid a liberal commie pervert, ya know?... but i digress...

besides the recent dreams (and running joke that goes something like must be my irreverence... or my russian girlfriend cha cha cha), i am hoping that the few people who have kinda sorta followed me around for years from early days on my own domain at att and candoor.net to diaryland and livejournal (and other places) and myspace and here to blogspot might be among the visitors as some of the countries (and the usa) are represented in the page view data (though sweden is sadly so seldom listed and there is more than one reason to wish for a swedish follower, but yet again i digress, though not as much as last time... maybe it's the parentheses holding us together, aye?)...

what puzzlement brought me to this entry is the rarity of canada appearing on my list of countries from which you dear readers appear to view me from... from which from are you, i wonder... but canada holds several very dear friends and i must guess that, like the dear friends in life offline, they have no interest in the babblings and ramblings and attempted brevity of daily life here in this blog... and i must acknowledge the sadness that this realization brings as i really would like it if the answer to the questions that is above this entry and below the title was yes if you know what i mean...

yeah, i know, sleep deprivation makes for the strangest bedfellows...

or something like that :}