for the caring among you

ok, tylenol pm has diphenhydramine in it, so i took two... the neck is still itching like crazy though... more 1% cortizone cream... maybe a hot shower, the the steamy heat is subdued in this apartment cuz the temperature nob is blocked by the wahser and dryer... tomorrow, lidocaine cream shall be purchased since i don't find any in the drug store box in the bathroom... hopefully i will not find the itching waking me too much cuz i'd rather wait until tomorrow to go out for the lidocaine cream... or is it creme?...

meanwhile, forty eight page views came from some spam site at trickip.com and it makes no sense to me why this would happen cuz, well, i don't understand what benefit these spam sites get in sending visitors to me or perhaps they are just manipulating the google servers and making false analytics... which is why the stats are mostly meaningless to me... except when i imagine that some of those numbers mean someone who cares is visiting... like maybe right about now, or very recently... thank you for caring and visiting...

there are cuddling kittens on the tv... of course now i want to cuddle even more than i did before seeing the kittens, especially since the body wants comfort cuz of the neck itching... hey, until the one shows up i wouldn't turn down being someone's pet... just some hugging and cuddling now and then, i'd be a good pet...

before the day goes by, happy birthday pj...

obviously i am reaching the over-tired level of tired... the neck, however, is keeping the adrenaline flowing and fighting the diphenhydramine... maybe one more... food keeps calling my name too, even though the belly is beyond full and i feel the food being turned into fat... yeah, i feel the process... no wonder the itching is driving me a bit crazy, sensitivity is way high tonight... i know, i am so unbelievably self-absorbed, but hey, i am the only one in this body, after all...

maybe i will try closing my eyes... how are you? :)