catching up and so on

happiness is staring me down again, his usual behavior when i stay home from work or on weekends and jackson is away... he is an insatiable attention seeking being as well as a dog who wants to be outside as much as possible and staring, licking, and panting are his ways of asking and saying i am excited about going outside again dozens of times a day... jackson said she was coming by today to pick him up for a while, but she must be having too much fun to remember... poor puppy, mommy is in love and forgetting about you lol...

meanwhile, i stopped by the computer for the past hour or so to close tabs and catch up on conversations and comments and continuums (and tabs i left open) so i can close tabs and give the laptop a rest (keeping dozens of tabs open seems to tire it)... turned on the tv and there is college football, of course dominated by the sec as this is the deep south even if people pretend it is florida...

the itchy neck (insect bite) is majorly distracting and my head is hurting (dehydrated?... food i ate?... blood pressure?... brain tumor?... alien implant?... loneliness?... sugar imbalance?... lack of loving and nurturing?... boredom?... lack of ice cream?... caffeine withdrawal?... lack of chocolate?... thinking too much?)... lol... lam... laa... time for a shower...