attention, of course

i blog for attention, of course... as much as i blog to keep in touch (kit), even when no one is keeping in touch i am doing this little literary babbling dance for attention just like a certain dog stares and a toddler will squirm into your lap and look into your face while you are reading... by the way, my lap is available, just saying...

ah, and obviously you know by now that i have been trying to lead you to these entries tonight through this one and others cuz they lead to other entries that lead to still other entries and all together now, we are here, we are here, we are here (who?) and those deserve more of your attention than some of the other fillers...

but there is also life happening that i want to record for my memory, for the one who cares to know, and for anyone who is curious and/or interested... and then there's posterity, of course, which leads to the potential for immortality and benefiting all mankind, humans, and aliens everywhere in the universe someday... like with the right editing, these gazillion thousands of blog entries in this and all the other many volumes of writing on and offline could be a bible or something for some future species...

just imagine, a million years from now, the cockroaches could have evolved into sentient beings and worship me for writing all these words...

hey, anything is possible...