what we have here, is an insatiable brain

i was almost asleep and then jackson got home and while she's already asleep in bed, we said hi for a few minutes and now i'm all excited cuz the brain shared a little and the brain woke up and has cravings for more now and so i look at the stuff that entered my head and is around the periphery and one thing i notice is you have certainly been busy out there in the world of blog reading as yesterday had 165 page views which is more than any day before to my knowledge and that is quite exciting as if i am popular and instantly my self worth is expanding and the excitement continues to build (and harry and i and anybody who remembers laugh :)

yeah, i didn't mention it earlier... the brain was in reality-recording mode as fatigue smothered everything else as i was just catching up on the day (perhaps you noticed?)... see what a few minutes with a best friend can do?... it reminded me how much i want to share, so here i am... i won both games in my two fantasy leagues... so i am in second place in both leagues and so far, in good position for the playoffs... and the world series is on with the giants strong and the tigers looking like the layoff put them to sleep... and yeah, while i am not getting into the past entry fun that i got into last night (no chocolate tonight, after all... and a bit more wisdom, perhaps, aye?... smirking all the way), i am celebrating the second most entries in any month since this blog began as this month approaches the 200 entry mark and this blog rolls past the 3200 entry mark... history?... so what does that mean?...

of course on one level it is all about wanting attention, you know, hello... hello... hello... is there anybody out there?... can anybody hear me?... tell me, do you know the song?... see me... feel me... touch me...

and the hunger for someone to love (another song, ya know?) and sleep is no match for that hunger... but most of all is the hunger to share everything, the brain just bubbles over with hormones of excited anticipation of sharing ideas and caring about being and sharing and living and everything... so much to know, so much to learn, so much to share, being here, being alive (and there's another song... music can express and explain everything if we let it)...

so where are you, dear insatiable brains (with or without chocolate)?... where are you, dear friends?... and where are you, the one... ah, the hunger to share on every level rises like a phoenix out of the fatigue and out of the blue, shines through the mundane details and rambles of the day...

almost like it used to