Friday, October 19, 2012

can't please everyone

not even myself, sometimes... i so need some sleep and feel an emo-low of rare proportions this afternoon... i am waiting to find out if someone in ft lauderdale will make it back to orlando in time to pitch for the men's team tonight, a player who has missed every game this year so far... for whatever it's worth i accepted a long time ago that most people do not hold themselves to the standards of commitment (and respect, honor, loyalty, bllah blah blah) that i do so while others can simply let a team down by not showing up or cancelling, that is not something i will do...

i will know by 6pm if the team has a pitcher, i told jackson and she's understanding (i choose best friends wisely, again) and there are three of us going to the concert and she won't have to go alone if i have a game... i am going to try to sleep a bit now, cuz the frustration is bumming me out and i am tired of feeding the drama...

oh, the drama... narf...

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