and a long night into morning

of course i should have slept and now, morning about to break, and i still have happiness to care for so i will try to catch a few hours sleep this morning but first i need to wake him to walk him cuz that is his schedule and he will not do well going too far off his schedule... ready to close the eyes and sleep...

and there are the details, the nitty gritty as this wise child calls it... the daily life recorded in words as it happens without taking time for thinking through or editing for style or anything, just letting the words pour out... maybe someday i or someone will find time to edit and give the details more personality, i know i have one, somewhere beneath all of these words... and i am saving it for the one of course, so limited time and waiting for the one keeps me rushing through these entries often just catching up on the life... a busy life, a fun life, but a life recorded in rushed babble without injecting myself in style or literary personality or... except for the babbler, of course...

did i mention i am ready for sleep?... i was all those entries ago when i first sat down to catch up on the past day and that is the way it goes... to live a full life and to record it in words with style takes more time than a day provides...

don't we ever get tired of the excuses? :}