you are not fitting in with our long term plan...
we are letting you go...
it is one of those life sucks, then you die moments... and then, suddenly, right smack in the middle of the afternoon i find out i no longer have an income... of course i get the opportunity to resign and enjoy a severance package, but sheeesh, the mind that can do what was done today simply baffles me - or just proves that humans are closest in behavior to vultures and viruses... still, with the alternative being complete isolation or death, i continue trusting them and giving my all to those who come near... even when it hurts or puts me at risk, like now...
so it is time to find another job... don't panic, the book said... in the long run, he (ex-boss ceo) did me a favor... but for the moment, it feels so much like betrayal... i will take a few days for myself now and restart a new life next week... right now, i need to go down... hopefully jackson won't panic too much...
feeling quite alone about now...
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I'm really, really sorry this is happening to you. I'm not good at finding the words to comfort you right now and I don't think there are any, but I wanted to wish you strength and I do hope you will find a better job soon. After so many years of being loyal to the company, they throw you out. That is truly the biggest betrayal that can be. I'm sure you've dealt with betrayal before and have come through just fine, so it should be no different this time around. Take care of yourself. Much love and hugs, z.
you are so very appreciated there are no words to say thank you enough to let you know other than these that say thank you beyond words...
yeah, surviving happens even when i feel like giving up... some time down the road i will be happy this happened...
i hope you share more somehow - you don't have to want to so much as you just do it (reminder: this just needs an email address for you to take it over or do it yourself with a new name, anonymously, even :)
i really wish you never deleted your other stuff, it was fun to read and link to...
but i am happy you are still here - love and hugs and somehow, smiles :)
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