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it'll pass... foot eh, i need to exercise it more and physical therapy is probably needed but without health insurance it's not happening... makes the job search all the more challenging... job search, nada... ok, so it has only been a few days, but... i have great responses from people who know me who offer sympathy, support, and references (two MDs, the director of the state medicaid program for psychiatric in-patients, a couple of big name people in other state jobs, a director at corporate - great list of references)... no responses to my resume though - the job market is very scarce right now, scary scarce... enough, i am fighting to stay afloat inside... and don't want to think...