six hours ago i was nodding off, eyes closing, losing consciousness, slipping into suddenly wonderfully blissful sleep... something woke me, a question and short walk to jackson's bathroom and maybe rizzoli & isles and here we are, six hours later and i am sort of wide awake... an hour ago i paused the job search (yeah, picked it up again after i woke) and started watching tv... and now i am watching house... so much to do tomorrow, am i avoiding it (definitely) or is this just the natural nocturnal circadian rhythm of this body (even more definitely)... i really should start the car, it's been ten days and the battery may die...
the hair, did i mention i cut the hair... impulsively, just straight across the back hair line so it looks chopped and now needs expensive remodeling... jackson has a good expensive hair stylist i might find my way too... maybe... spending model on looking good to make more money, it's such a stupid game we play... i really want to give it up... meanwhile, i have so few truly professional business clothes, must do laundry before any interview... cleaned up the dining room area some tonight... hardly ate today, half a ham sandwich, no condiments, no cheese, and a yogurt... reaching for kit kats now... hope it puts me to sleep... where is that calms forte stuff?...
kit kats are better... four snack size yum... pick up monitor and other personal belongings, check on how mucvh vacation time i have and will be paid for, find out what's in the blue folder (go to post office to pick up what was in the blue folder that hr forgot to give me that has a 21 day limited time offer attached, some sort of mini-severance package, no health insurance... find out when health insurance runs out (probably this week)... start taking home physical therapy for the foot and leg much more seriously so healing continues and i move better during interviews...
continue internet job search... continue resumes and cover letters modifications, sending out, hope alive, eat something...
are you still not here? (narf)...
Wednesday, June 27, 2012
nocturnal
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- hanging on, day by day
- and the time slides by so quickly
- we're back
- maybe sleep a little
- now it gets fascinating
- almost went to bed
- life just continues
- places i remember
- ice cream, almost social
- sleeping is good too
- was still here
- one small leap
- stuff done today
- woke as usual
- or maybe not
- and then there was junk food
- cleaning and doing stuff
- doing stuff
- ticking off the business
- nocturnal
- facebook friends
- not a sleep day
- bumpy ride
- hey, i thought i was off for the night
- balancing the precarious
- texted tonight
- (e)thereal
- it's gonna be alright
- considering a new start
- head up please
- feelings are such real things
- el farto
- discombobulation
- ages ago
- a whole day
- glub glub
- head meet keyboard
- somewhere in the middle of last night
- the ups and downs stage
- working is overrated
- kindness, sympathy, and acceptance
- wow, curve ball
- wah wah wah
- wash that game right out of my hair
- seriously lazy day
- sunday night cycles
- checking old emails
- commercial tv alternatives
- oh so yum
- it's all about tv today, mostly
- and the excitement continues to giggle
- on to you-know-who
- passing the sleep zone
- dontcha just love it when the work week ends?
- unfair sports wake me up
- sleepy wired
- back to the routine
- blink and i am back, sheeesh
- writing more again
- recently
- time runs out again
- love getting home early
- as the night consumes the light
- sweating like an oldie
- sleep yeah
- kinda like good timing, aye?
- sleep is sweet
- theatre and the mind
- pushing the week
- of course wired
- long days journey for the foot
- what's today?
- is it shiny?
- so tired again
- burn out day
- overtime again
- another lazy daze
- so not a morning person
- canadian dents
- ok, so you missed it
- can i scream now?
- dollars make little sense
- what do i know...
- oh yum
- missed again
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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