cleaning and doing stuff

and hungry... eating minimally lately... a half a ham sandwich with no condiments and a yogurt yesterday... a yogurt and can of vegetable soup and some carrots today... drank little, only water and a few sips of juice... and then, talked jackson into bringing home taco bell, so will pig out tonight when she gets here... and mountain dew... it has not been a fun day...

positivity is not always easy to maintain... and the near fasting from lack of appetite does not appear to be having a positive effect on my affect, or spirits, for that matter... walking more and getting out to the post office neither... but then, it could be the reality i have to face and deal with that i faced today that has just as much effect... or affect... we shall see whether changing the diet, adding fat and junk and caffeine and sugar, has a different effect... or affect...

meanwhile, the challenges continue... adobe reader still won't work... need all the computer tools i can get on this job search... so i shall return to trying to positively fix stuff now...

you? :}