clearly, there is a layer of panic rumbling grumbling fumbling and bumbling, at least, under the surface attempt at positivity and cheerfulness and support i am giving others as they express anger and outrage and stress over the way i parted from the place i used to work... after all, in spite of my nature to help others, i need to eat and pay rent and have jackson here depending on me these days which simultaneously keeps me grounded and frustrates me cuz it limits my choices ruling out hitting the road for better or worse and at this point in life, letting go to just watch the wheels would not be out of the question (which logic suggest i should be thankful for jackson being here) and so, there is some serious discombobulation going on in my head...
even as i send out more resumes being totally unprepared to go on an interview at the moment...
it's lonely in here...
Saturday, June 23, 2012
discombobulation
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- hanging on, day by day
- and the time slides by so quickly
- we're back
- maybe sleep a little
- now it gets fascinating
- almost went to bed
- life just continues
- places i remember
- ice cream, almost social
- sleeping is good too
- was still here
- one small leap
- stuff done today
- woke as usual
- or maybe not
- and then there was junk food
- cleaning and doing stuff
- doing stuff
- ticking off the business
- nocturnal
- facebook friends
- not a sleep day
- bumpy ride
- hey, i thought i was off for the night
- balancing the precarious
- texted tonight
- (e)thereal
- it's gonna be alright
- considering a new start
- head up please
- feelings are such real things
- el farto
- discombobulation
- ages ago
- a whole day
- glub glub
- head meet keyboard
- somewhere in the middle of last night
- the ups and downs stage
- working is overrated
- kindness, sympathy, and acceptance
- wow, curve ball
- wah wah wah
- wash that game right out of my hair
- seriously lazy day
- sunday night cycles
- checking old emails
- commercial tv alternatives
- oh so yum
- it's all about tv today, mostly
- and the excitement continues to giggle
- on to you-know-who
- passing the sleep zone
- dontcha just love it when the work week ends?
- unfair sports wake me up
- sleepy wired
- back to the routine
- blink and i am back, sheeesh
- writing more again
- recently
- time runs out again
- love getting home early
- as the night consumes the light
- sweating like an oldie
- sleep yeah
- kinda like good timing, aye?
- sleep is sweet
- theatre and the mind
- pushing the week
- of course wired
- long days journey for the foot
- what's today?
- is it shiny?
- so tired again
- burn out day
- overtime again
- another lazy daze
- so not a morning person
- canadian dents
- ok, so you missed it
- can i scream now?
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- what do i know...
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
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