hanging on, day by day

and maybe repetitive... that's life, day by day, especially when it challenges... separate the inner challenges from the outer challenges and focus on the solutions that will either reduce or eliminate the challenges or make the challenges a positive experience... learn always... and that is what i am doing... the usery and disrespected from the last employer is not a reflection on my worth, it is not a threat to my value, it will not trigger my insecurity... ignorance is only a threat when i subject myself to it by giving the ignorance power over me... i am free of that now, the job separation was a blessing that i should have had the guts to do on my own terms, so that is my learning experience... the inner challenge...

and outside, the challenge of the judgmental nature of job hunting, that shall not be confused with the inner issue of confidence and security... i know my abilities, i know my limits, i shall work within them... job interview rejections and not to be personalized, they are just looking for the best business match for them and i am prepared with the knowledge that i am far past being the best business match for most businesses... accept it, deal with it... continue to focus on the positive and hope for the opportunity to work again...

the rest of the challenges, inner and outer, fatigue, stress, depression, loneliness, the foot, the clutter, the history/baggage, the estate issues, even the money and closure with the last job, secondary... prioritize them, exercise and heal the foot, closure with the job and estate lawyer to secure the money, balance the budget, those come first, basic survival... the clutter, clean up and rest, serious rest... and then, or anytime the opportunity might arrive, find the one... note the priority changes as the opportunities present themselves...

hope your day was productive too :)