can i scream now?

so all this many chatter over the last few entries comes down to shuddering and shattering the low limit i set for savings some long time ago and i dropped below it only a couple of times in this life, like in the mid-nineties for love, for instance... breath deep the quivering mist... and in a week or so we will be watching THIS... oh, did i just shout?... well, it's a modestly priced 50 inch plasma smart tv with wireless and bells and whistles and great ratings... yes, it was sort of impulsive, but wait, i did do a whole lot of technical and price research and more research and still more research and yeah multi-level comparisons and shopped and found it for less than the amazon price at a reputable online merchant and... phew... this has been an expensive day... $850 and $1260 and $1660 and $999 all in one day... i simultaneously feel so very rich and so very poor... i could have paid for a third of a brand new car... of course i would still have had to pay these other bills so the additional expense today was the $999, but it still was not the most prudent day for it... i didn't mention dinner last night was $140, did I?... stop me, i am going into cardiac arrest, or at least my wallet is... i am giving my credit cards to happiness to bury in the backyard now...

why are we laughing?... oh shush... i need a hug :)