Sunday, January 6, 2013

when i'm 64

this entry begins with a sigh... sigh... the hoppy boppy hopeful song in the title is becoming more and more meaningful (and bittersweet) as the years roll along and i remain alone as i inch closer to that will you still need me, will you still feed me question and nobody is around to answer... i mean, i expect jackson to be happily living with a partner in a lifetime relationship by then... heck, there isn't even a partner like the song suggests today, oh wo wah wah the 4am loneliness come even when i am sleeping... i woke twice so far to roll over thanks to the arm and the plastic on the bed, hopefully that changes once we move and i am healed by then and the bed is set up... not sorrowful sad, but definitely a 4am sigh... queue the carpenters...

the difference is the sigh comes with a wistful smile and more hope...

nite nite :)

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