can we start again please

not that i have that jesus christ superstar feeling, though it is skimming the surface a bit as the page views have dropped to what must be considered non-robot levels, under 150 for the first time this week in many weeks and under 100 for the first time yesterday in likely a month or more and today, so far, under 50... none of the robots have visited... i wonder what attracted them in the first place and what drove them away or made them lose interest... perhaps they were trying to sell me better stats than the google analytics i current see... perhaps it was certain key words i used, but to figure that out would take more time than i want to spend as i have other activities i want to do (another conversation, for one... and exercise, for another... and happiness is back home begging for attention more than ever, for a third... and looking for what to wear for the interview tomorrow... and checking the car to make sure it is ok for the interview tomorrow... and there is eating, eating would be wise... bathing too... so much to do, so why spend hours reviewing stats that are meaningless in the end?... just cuz i love to play with numbers and ego is crushed because the numbers are so low?... back to life, back to reality, aye?... lol lam awwww, poor ego)...

hey, i haven't gone over to the wishing you were somehow here again madness, after all...

at least not yet lol lam :)