ok then, once again

that's the ok, then that basically means acceptance of suckage... much suckage tonight... most recently, the ucf football follies gave away a game they should have won for the second week in a row showing they are not championship material and are far from ready to play with the big boys... ah, fooey, what a disappointment...

meanwhile, i stuff my face tonight with grapefruit and pistachios for dinner and then headed out to softball because i didn't hear from the coach that the rain had reached the field and called off the games but when i got to the field nobody was there, deserted... that so sucks because it took a while to wrap my knew and dress for the game and i got soaked just walking to the car and now my freshly washed clothes and equipment are stinky because i am stinky at the moment and i wasted a few bucks in gas and missed some of the ucf game and didn't relax for the 5k that is in six hours and instead i got home frustrated feeling used and nobody cares and ate lasagna and meatballs and pineapple and pistachios and too much of all of that and now, bloated and not ready for sleep or tomorrow's 5k, ok then, sucks...

no hugs suck too...

so i'll wake up in five hours and head out by myself to a public 5k and maybe i'll meet someone i know, but feeling lonely cuz i don't have a close friend around these days who would make the simple disappointments amusing instead of lonely and frustrating...

so how was your night? :}