gotta trust somebody

with the thought theme melody of dylan's gotta serve somebody in the background the thought twists to a pause twist finish that goes something like

you've gotta serve somebody
gotta love somebody
gotta trust somebody
and in this life i have found
it's not just in a book on a shelf

you've gotta serve somebody
gotta love somebody
gotta trust somebody
and when nobody's around
might as well be yourself
yeah yeah yeah
might as well be yourself


and therein bursts through from the darkness of the pity parties and poor me whining and the doubts and fears and depressions and all the rhetoric and mumbo-jumbo of confusion that drove humans to buy into all the delusions and hypocrisy that forms human life and personality today, the simple truth that you can buy into delusion but it won't get you enough in this life to actualize more than a promise of better things after this life, so in this life as long as you are here, the best you can do is serve, love, and trust yourself...

perhaps that only makes sense when everything is based on the first foundational law, honesty without harm cuz without a truly actualized understanding of that, all hell could break loose (pun intended)... and for anyone who understands... where the hell have you been? :)

napped and digesting and recovering from a wonderful day of exercise...

wish you were here :)