Wednesday, September 21, 2011

just not here enough

that is, i've been distracted by loneliness, boredom, apathy, and the pain in the neck enough to not have the desire or energy or comfort to want to share a late night entry lately cuz it just reminds me that nobody is paying attention most of the time, like maybe all the time except an occasional random stop in and an even more occasional check in by a lurking reader... that's so sad considering how much i want to share and then, it may even be a reflection of the real worth/attraction of my writing... no value?...

boo the the self-esteem killing thoughts...

nite nite...

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musical distractions

If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?

dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

SEARCH ME

the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)

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