no sleep?

not yet, at least... and still strangely hungry and still bloated and still weirdly wide awake and still long-term exhausted and still lonely... looking for something more again, which keeps me awake cuz i doubt i'll find much of anything while i'm asleep except the rest that the body (and maybe mind) desperately needs which might help me find more when i am awake and yet, here we are...

i leave for the 5k in 4 and a half hours... sad, aye?...

are we having fun yet? :}