blink... blink... bbb

so, no run, but i have walked around this place cleaning, sort of, straightening, re-arranging... yes, for the first (or maybe second or third?) time since jackson left i moved around some of her stuff... put some in her old room and cleared the love seat and now half the dining room is moved around or put away or something like that... can you tell i am still not really into moving in?...

the football game was on so i decided to move around while semi-watching... the neck hurts but not as much as when i sit... fatigue is still high... it's the loneliness of moving in alone that outshines the excitement of moving in these days... partly cuz i really am not loving this place, first reason is the tiny kitchen, second is i think it has mold in the walls, third it is an old dingy place, but then, that's mostly perspective... i kinda thought it was going to be a whole lot less crowded in this space too and i wander around wondering what to do with all this stuff when i ponder actually 'moving in'...

meanwhile, i have a very long day tomorrow at work and then a 9pm softball game so i really should attempt sleep again... the two hour nap earlier was good, but the brain and body are starting to demand more than a few hours a night more and more... good giggles, is that aging?... i sometimes wish i didn't have such a flexible sense of humor, ya know?...

so how was your day?... night?... life?... anybody? :)