feeling like exploding

just too tired to rev up the energy required... and i mean literary explosion, writing dozens of entries in an hour like i did way back when i played with blogathon (and on a side note, it is even more disapointing now than it was then (sadder than when people are selfish enough to take good blog names and let them lay fallow is when someone takes a good established blog name {and audience} and disregards the original intent of the name and instead use to promote your self and personal gain (that is audience abuse, but then, that is capitalism too, a system based on greed and yet claims to be christian, anything more hypocritical?... and i digress)... anyway, blogathon was fun while blogging and i did it more than once (even had a sort of index the second time... and i went into it with all the hope and belief in people i used to have... not that i don't have some now, but i used to have more) as i track down links... and who knows what might be found back there, then)...

yeah, sometimes a visit to the past inspires an explosion... we shall see if it works this time, but with the time it takes to search blogs to find all of those links, it's gonna be an all-nighter if if happens and the blody really could benefit from sleep... choices, choices...

narf :)