one of the blanker times

blanker, in the not filling in as many entries as i might usually do at other times in catch up sessions... disinterest?... perhaps a bit, after all, there is massive disinterest in the universe, not meaning to offend or diminish the importance and value of the few beings who are interested, the vast majority of beings are not, but that doesn't have as much effect on my affect as my own disinterest and there is a bit more than usual these days primarily because there is so little free time and so many distractions (especially the primary daily life distraction of bleeding money due to lack of communication and unrealistic impulsive spending and then there is so many things to juggle at work anticipating an ahca inspection anytime between now and the next few months and with a few things glaringly out of compliance because i can't find a contractor to do some work after months of searching and still some other things that leave some situations out of my control and distractions and obligations and responsibilities and this very full life keeps me away from the computer more and more and that's just the way it is now so i am not as motivated to spend hours catching up on the past two plus weeks as i usually am...

and how are you? :)