and the animals

with jackson away for most of the past week, the animals are getting seriously needy and hyper attention seeking and extremely intrusive, waking me at sunrise and staring at me most of the time i am here... are they asking where their mom is?... maybe... probably if we give them credit for memory beyond instinct... are they asking for food and to go outside and for play and attention, almost all the time when they are not sleeping... so life at home has been sleepless and distracting to say the least, but they are living breathing beings and like young children, helpless to survive without my feeding and socializing with them, so i do... just another reason the words slowed and even this catch up session is weak... distracted and more, so tired...

is it love, or is it "feed me" "walk me" "pet me" and other self-thoughts?... someday we may know, until then, we can accept it as love and feel better about it... not so alone, but still peerless... hello?...

narf :)