Sunday, April 6, 2014

and so it was

birthdays come and birthdays go and most of the time nobody notices because i am comfortable with that because i am used to that because that is how it was for a long time and most of all, because birthdays were not fun and mostly sad or painful when i was a younger child who saw through superficiality and token gestures and was always rebuffed for my not returning in kind the superficiality and token gesture because it felt fake, instinctively, and i refused to be fake... must have been a principled child... or obstinate... or both... anyway, it was a fun birthday this year cuz i did fun things with jackson all day then i saw caring here too and your words inspired big smiles and i hope to get some sleep one of these days cuz the fun is fun but sleep helps me know what day it is and other memory stuff works better with some sleep... but first, another dinner with jackson... yummies win again...

what's my name?...

narf :)

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dumb poll (above), smart responders

all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...

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