eating late, sleepless again

dual thoughts, dual tracks, duality rings two bells in my mind, and seriously, a cheerleader uniform is only sexy when a sexy cheerleader is wearing one, so people can be stupid, but mostly they are scared and then they get insensitive and cruel in a defensive self-destructive spiral... sometimes the fourth stanza clears everything up and ends on a positive note... i used to write songs all the time, now i hardly even rhyme, i used to breathe music and swim in a river of words... where are you?...

so sleepy so why don't i sleep... alone, perhaps, alone...

zzzzzzzzzz...