way busy day, phew

yeah, trying to fit seventeen hours work into ten hours just isn't working out too well, but that's all they want, so that's what they get... the sad realty of the business of modern medicine (and any business, really)... quality suffers for profit and we buy it as long as not too many people get hurt... so we keep our heads above water and shine the surface so we keep smiling (even as we're burning out) and we get a lot more work done, just not enough (for me, but life, especially work life, is all about compromise at times and this is one of those times cuz funds are needed by family)...

yeah, a stop at the bank because precious needed another couple of hundred and the limit grows near as savings dwindles, but no is such a sad old word... and home, it's eggplant parm again with some shrimp and sliced sausage and i'm gonna lay back in the big green chair and nod off to american idol (and the shreaking squeak of the dryer, which is suddenly calling out for repair tonight... good thing i'm washing all my softball stuff)... and the internet connection sucks tonight, so an hour to upload this entry just cuz i care about sharing so much, emo ho...

sleepy and lonely cuz the body aches fatigue and lonely always rises when i am exhausted and still give more away... but still, the sleep is so sweet cuz the heart feels true to me...

nite nite :)