should stopped when i was a head

now, i am a belly... even though i got there late, i was on time to get a bowl of lobster bisque with others getting appetizers and then get my salad before everybody got their meals, though my meal came after everybody was done with theirs... was still fun because this group of people are fun... i had three kinds of shrimp... afterward, we went to ale house and i had the nutty brother... yeah, with extra hot fudge... and i was doing so well this week with the whole weight loss thing (what weight loss thing?)... who's laughing? (I mean besides me)... i wonder if my health muse will bonk me on the head or give up on me... am i testing?... we know i am incorrigible...

at least i left early enough to get back here and consider getting to sleep so i might get six hours sleep or so... maybe seven, even, if i don't dawdle around the web world too long... i have not been communicating much this week... i still want more, but so many daily distractions... and ambivalence, don't forget ambivalence... some days (oh, you mean like when i indulge the taste buds and bloat the belly?... who me?) i may be waiting for some serious coaxing to choose a human over food... alone is too easy, alas, we should not be laughing, aye?...

oh hush, you know where to find me if you really want to :)