plans can be laid

i've never been one to plan very much because i learned very young that plans set up expectations and expectations lead to disappointments and most disappointment as unnecessary emotional dips because most expectations are unnecessary attempts to create some sort of control over the world outside the head and that sort of control is largely illusion, much like plans...

so i would have liked to sleep longer today, but the phone woke me because i am on call at work... and now, i am going to shower and head out to the lee road fields to run some laps before practice... the fairview fields are closed this weekend for repairs, so i'll be across the street on the trotters park fields... you can always call 407-325-1482 to find me if you actually want to share... hopefully everything is good for you today and you are enjoying it... who knows, someday, we might even communicate :)

yeah, i am teasing you if you read and don't communicate... and i am wondering why people who want to know me and connect with me more often do not find or acknowledge the daily updates type here... privacy issues?... think it's lame to communicate like this?... not linked in enough places? (heck, i link everywhere i find cuz i want to be found)... it's just a few moments a day to say hello, i'm here, i care, and if you want to share more, this is what i am doing so you can come out and find me in the real world... cuz you know sharing is better than sitting home alone... well, you oughta know :)

so as long as i can press keys, i'll be here, or somewhere connected to here :)