bzzsizzle

yeah, what happened was this... waking sleepy, i decided to sleep instead of showering or coming here to write... i had not enough to say last night for a second entry either... neither the night before or prior, i believe... and down was the mood turning as fatigue was swallowing clarity, excitement, and even hope as fatigue can do from time to time when permitted... so then from work today, extra hours as usual, to softball practice and then to softball game with my two different thursday teams... and practice is a bust because we start late and the guy who paid for the field wasn't there and the field we paid for was closed because they just re-sodded it and the other fields did not have the lights on so we just moved on to our other thursday team to play the game and we won 25-7... the other pitcher went in when we were ahead 17-0, so i still have not given up an earned run with this team... we're 6-0 now with one game left... and then, fatigue calling, i was about to head home when i thought, hey, maybe the team is going to the wing house and sure enough, we had fun some sports bar chatter (and firecracker shrimp and a few wings) and then, for no apparent reason other than impulse, i stop at the post office and low and behold, it's christmas, sort of... boxes with who knows what stuff inside... that's enough to send me sailing into blissful silliness, which, as everybody knows before they forget (usually somewhere just before or after puberty), blissful silliness is immortal, eternal even... so feeling like i will live forever and be able to deal with a full long day of work tomorrow and a party long into tomorrow night (with my healthy influence friend who will have me self-appraising my relative failure to comply with the promise to drop some weight and by, what was it, 200 pounds by may 1 which may or may not hurt or motivate, depending on my mood, but fatigue will be all the more powerful by then, won't it?)... and then waking early saturday to do something, which might be playing at universal studios or something else and then doing something else i forget, but may be on my calendar, and maybe going to softball practice at 4pm and then, evening comes, and the concert back at universal and then, if i am still awake (or alive), the lucky charms party which last time lasted past 6am and then, waking for a double header sunday (so sleep?... maybe) and then to the usual sunday afternoon softball practice and then sleep?... sunday evening cartoons?... one thing for sure, monday it's back to work and a long week to get some deadlines met... but i'm immortal, right?... so i stopped at a store and picked up gourmet chocolates (truffles, creme wafers) and deluxe jumbo cashews and french silk ice cream and chocolate milk and perhaps you've noticed by now, i'm kinda wired...

and still loving the understatements, aye?...

maybe i'll catch up with some entries yesterday as the words seem to be erupting at the moment, but for now i shall yip yip yay yay you with a giggle and a smile and wish you a wonderful day and magnificent night and beautiful slumber (or whatever you want to do) and much love and an amazing tomorrow... cuz you can do that...

nite nite (almost :)