how does it happen

burnout, that is... tonight was supposed to be a quick entry after getting home and then pass out sleep twelve hours, at least... instead, i find myself leaving work around 7pm to meet precious at olive garden and then we came here and talked more and i wish i could help her more but i never planned so put a kid through college and my savings, which as some of you know only restarted less than ten years ago after bottoming out at less than zero, just isn't enough to handle the next four years... somehow i committed to covering this semester though, so i'm saving my pennies for april's bills... that's right, pity me and send large amounts in small denominations (except you millionaires in my vast audience, you can sense large denominations...

so another day of long hours at work and another evening of reckless debauchery and another 24 hour period passes without calling att to switch over to the new aircard they sent and the ten day free deal is about over tomorrow, or maybe yesterday, so they'll probably be pretty upset and charging, even, but i simply did not have a weekend to call and they are closed on weekends and i so desperately need that sleep tomorrow and i'll try to stay awake and call before falling over after work annd hopefully all will go well and i won't be on hold until past midnight like most of the other calls to att which happen more than once a month which means i should be charging them for my time... corporate america, the biggest ripoff in the history of humankind... love it or leave it, you're screwed either way...

and now that mys cy7nical funny bones have rattled me to stuporiffic abyss, i mean bliss, i shall roll out of this chair and crawl into bed cuz i can barely hold my head up and might simply collapse on the floor somewhere along the way... it's all about the love of the giving and the giving or the love, just remember that when you're drooling foam...

nite nite :)