ready for sleep, eyes closing and head heavy and sitting up trying to write but nothing happens cuz the brain is ready for sleep but the always want to share part of this brain and even more the always want to care part of this brain (that i loosely call mine) waits up for jackson cuz we both want someone to say good night to or in our vernacular, nite nite love you so i push the sleep away and watch some tv, alien encounters 3 (wonder what 1 and 2 were like and is this the real thing or is this fantasy i mean, science fiction seems to blend with an attempt at making it seem real, but anyway, it's still the same old story, song, and la dee dah...
and a good thing too cuz jackson was hurting when she got home cuz a very long time friend who was a lover tore her up with very hurtful words and a cold dismissive fuck of and die (in so many words)... sad when people shut down and disappear inside themselves...
so tears, hugs, and processing... and then, sleep?... nope...
narf :)
Tuesday, July 22, 2014
waiting up
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- actually, just one night
- an old love of stats
- no time for sleeping
- and there is softball
- song sung blue, rainbows too
- mindless sex, or something like that
- fruit didn't ask
- va do de o dome
- blippity bloppity blah
- sometimes a fantasy
- more chess, less sleep
- and so i played chess
- waiting up
- this was meant to be here yesterday
- sleeping in loops
- i must be mad
- oh what a bootiful morning
- matthews under the stars
- and what if we die?
- not as happy as i wanna be
- machines keep me company
- speaking of time travels
- times travels on the net (sort of)
- and the dog stares
- can irony be painful?
- familiar strangers (part one)
- remembering games (and game nights)
- scratching himself crazy (while i was away)
- later in the day
- the dog says no
- even when i do
- man's best friend
- stop the blather
- so much sadness
- much gas tonight
- it makes no sense, maybe
- happier when babbling
- psychobabble may just be another way to lose a mind
- tired of being frustrated
- sad
- the real world
- the empathy
- the aches
- about time may be too late
- thirty or three hundred
- a little ruzzle
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musical distractions
If people had visible signs or meters that told something about them, what would you want it to tell you?
dumb poll (above), smart responders
all the previous poll votes were somehow erased, so, nevermind... ironically or coincidentally or whatever, the results were very close in practical numbers to the results above shown with just three votes, if you understand the mathematics behind that extrapolative reasoning... i will probably remove the poll at some point... it is a ridiculously useless feature...
SEARCH ME
the thing is, with my tendency to babble and meander and whine and allow distraction to take the lead more often than not, even in this blog that sort of meant to merge brevity with focus like some bloggers do, searching for key words does not always lead to specific information about the subject of that key word... but... here is a start at an easy way to search for key words in this blog... use the search box at the top of the blog to search for words not listed here... if ya wanna, that is... and feel free to suggest words to add to this search shortcut section... click on the words below :)
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
WORK ... JOB ... MUSIC ... LOVE ... SOFTBALL ... KA ... 42 ... LOL ... LAM ... LAA ... ... ... ...
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