sometimes a fantasy

while billy joel reflected on how sometimes a fantasy is all we need, sometimes a fantasy is so fleeting we didn't ven know we needed it... and so it goes when a face leaps out in a few seconds to wake up a deeply sleeping part of me that says, more please like a kid with a sweet tooth in a candy store... sometimes it's the smile, usually just a certain fleeting momentary smile... and eyes, eyes do it too... and sometimes after i find the person who was a few second soundbyte on some tv show i laugh at the way a single facial expression can seduce me even when the person herself is not as attractive to me beyond that fleeting expression... i suppose fleeting has something to do with it, after all, i've said it enough... fleeting, that is...

so anyway, like so many before her, today we immortalize self-proclaimed one and only wild sex girl everybody wanted in their biology class, doctor carin bondar who said a few words in some odd mockumentary about aliens and a quantum computer and i had to look her up only to find out she's not the giggly school girl she appeared to be in that fleeting moment, but rather she is a mom of four and like most people, settled into a fairly normal life (of course that might be an assumption on my part)... another cute science geek (she's fascinated by the diversity of sexuality in the animal kingdom... if she was not a doctor of evolutionary biology {or something like that}, she'd probably be considered quite odd, sick even, but it's amusing to be being an open minded free thinking individual who mocks the small minds of the masses of humanity, but that's besides the point) doing soundbytes on tv... and another one bites the dust... someday that fleeting moment will come and the girl will be single and perfect for me and while some may say that's a fairy tale, that's my story and i'm sticking to it...

i'd still like to meet and chat with her just to see her smile and look into her eyes to see who she is, so maybe she will call now that i made her famous and all...

nyuk nyuk :)