like i needed to stay out

the first game ended early, 4th inning, we won 17-2... i went 3 for 3 with a walk and scored three runs and knocked in four rbis... we have two more games and if we win them, we get the first place trophy... and then i drove over to the other games and sat and watched for five innings (so much for rushing over) and i pitched the last two innings.. we won 16-12... i started the second game and we won 24-7... i finally made an out, dangit, probably cuz i was frustrated over rushing over and not playing... that ended a 12 for 12 streak... i went 3 for 3 after that, scoring once (cuz i knocked in the seventh run twice and the limit is seven per inning to keep games from getting to far out of hand and keep them under an hour) and driving in six runs... getting better all the time...

still, i am going to have to scout around for a new team for monday nights because the old team is forming a new team without me and it's the thursday night coach forming it but he doesn't want me on it (i mean, he didn't ask and he is raiding my monday team of all the good players for a monday team of his own and the monday coach is bringing the best players over to create another thursday night team)... i'm not sure who's pitching for them, but in spite of my record and consistency, it's not me... wah wah and all that... jackson is in the same bought as are some others so i might motivate myself to beat the bushes for people to come out for a new team, but we'll see whether i really want that sort of committment...

all in all, it's for the best... don't want to get too addicted to softball, after all, it's hurting the right achilles tendon and that makes every other exercise, like even walking, much more challenging, like painful... and i do need the alone time to get myself back to myself inside, so i'll use the rejections to motivate myself as i've done all through this life cuz that is more fun than moping... it really is that simple, just make the choice and do it...

hope you make your life good for you too :)

yes you can, really, you can :)