good exhausted again

except for stopping at boston market and getting a whole chicken and eating it, oh, and three large sides and cornbread and eating half of that too, though only one of three corbread muffins, so that would be more like a third, or actually a third, not really a half, and come to think of it i didn't eat nearly a half of the sweet potatoe stuff, so not actually really half of that too, but more than half of the mac n cheese and the spinachs stuff, so all in all, maybe saying half of that too is more accurately than i thought on second thought...

nevermind...

today was wonderful and full of all that good healthy stuff too...

i passed on wing house, intending to eat fish at home, but then decided i was tired and rotisserie chicken would be ok, but then i gave in to the sides and oh well, set back to maybe break even on the calories for the day... third day in a row, which means a change in habit, which means a refocus and change back or some such jargon is required to continue to descending weight scale thing i've been doing on and off for the last few months, especially before i cross back over 200 (if it's not too late... if we don't step on the scale until after a fast for a day or few, it won't be, right?)...

so anyway, only six people showed up for practice, which stinks cuz i no longer have sunday softball without the practice, so i hope more people show up on future sundays... and i didn't pitch for them, mostly cuz i wanted practice at other positions because i want to be more versatile so i might be more likely to get picked up by other teams since i am losing my monday night team cuz they are breaking up and the ones forming another team have formed the team without me... my consistent pitching doesn't balance out my lack of flexibility playing other positions and the young ones want everybody to hit home runs, to my consistent singles hitting (with occasional doubles, i mean not many of them can say they hit 15 for 16 in the past three weeks) doesn't impress them either...

it's frustrating to not be wanted by teams i pitched for for two (or is it three) seasons, but so it goes... they are mostly younger, into drinking parties, and i just don't fit in with their lifestyles... i'll find another team that appreciates me and wants friendship too, cuz these guys sure did not do what friends would do...

meanwhile, in the rest of the grand story that would be the real if it every was written in a grand epic fashion or something, life continues and i continue to enjoy it and most of all, besides loving every minute of it living in the moment, i continue to do what i do most of the time, hope to find true friends and the one... so what have you been up to lately in general and on this fine sunday? :)