in thereal (pt1)

some might call my real manic, but from my perspective, people seem to like to give things labels, especially derogatory labels, because things scare people and labels somehow make them feel safer, or at least better… something about book covers, or something like that… so energy scares people and I’ve got a lot of it, way more than anyone ever wanted to really share or even explore as some sort of science experiment or something…

maybe I ought to put aqualung on after the widow… whatcha think?... perhaps, if I wanted to expand this into a whole other direction or extend this to several hours instead of a couple… what am I talking about?... the playlist, of course… the music… if you care to make the time to listen (as I am trying to do tonight, though the internet is not completely cooperating thanks, most likely, to the crappy att service I way overpay for because of corporate greed and probably illegal kickbacks here at the apartment living level, but that’s besides the point), you may find out more about me than I knew I was sharing, or you may completely misunderstand my sense of humor (or depths) and find something never meant to be… that won’t make it any less real, at least not for you, but friction can burn as easily as it can bliss, so beware, aye?...

lube is a good thing…

so some of the songs will not play all the way through and I am not sure if that will be a random thing due to my awful att internet connection or whether that is a myspace issue as the playlist never did work for me on my older computers… anyway, the discord is as ironic as an oxymoron as it is presenting as perfect for me so far (though I can feel (see, hear) more work (insertion of additional songs beyond the first six or eight or so) is still coming before I will call the playlist nearly presentable as done, as if anything is ever completely done, aye?... I suppose that the ones (tapes, mostly) lost or stolen along the way might be considered so, at least by those who possess them, but they only lost what might have been, in thereal…

anyway, the dischord of the broken connections or myspace issues causing songs not to play to completion is so very not presenting as perfect for me so far… perhaps deeper thought and more intense focus on listening will help on the second or later go-rounds, but for now, this is the biggest yay since the last one…

wish you were here :)