if i knew why, i'd know

why i am still awake, that is... could it be the two cans of soup i slurped down instead of going to bed at midnight when the wild tribe game finally ended (i won, for what it's worth... all the little cartoon characters cheered... yawn and such)... so what about the boy? (tommy can you hear me?)...

there never were any rules of order in my head... being in a relationship was the only thing that gave life any sense of normalcy, especially when it came to time and daily routines... being out of one probably took twenty years off this lifetime, maybe longer... hopefully someone will come along and save (extend) this life one of these years before i simply evolve into consciousness or something...

leaving this body behind is inevitible, after all... of course i suppose i could straighten up and fly right or whatever silly phrase might describe living by normal healthy hours, but then, where's the fun in that?...

may your mind dance every moment you live and your friends dance ever after, or something like that... spirits?... if you must, but let's keep it in the moment in real time in the real (and share, care, be well, and be aware :)